Yesterdays blog, included the dark story about my life living with abuse, I know there is many that have and do live with this each day. I honestly thought for a very long time there was no way out, that is was all my fault. It isn’t if you’re in this situation talk to someone, you are not alone and no-one should have to live in fear of their partner.
It is not easy it is not something you leave and get over, even now the physical marks may be long gone but the mental scars will live forever.
Steel very much became someone then I learnt to trust, he was there through everything the sleepless nights, the emotion and the fears and he has been doing that ever since. He honestly restored my faith in men. He is a rare breed this I know and as much as he will say its down to me, I don’t think I would be who I am now if it wasn’t for him.
In 2012 he eventually asked me to marry him by that time we was spending more time in Second Life and less time in Utherverse we eloped in second life and then had a small family wedding in Utherverse. We had some time apart because of real life but honestly when Steel returned I realised that I had missed my dear friend so much so I had taken up residence on another account. It did not take long for Anna to become the main account and well, we was as good to each other as always.
We started our virtual family and well honestly we have had a lot of heartache through it.
I am not a simple soul, I am complex and it takes a lot of getting to know me to accept me. People have come and gone as they do, the people who know me really do and they accept me faults and all. The family community in second life is not always rosey and I have seen a lot of people deeply hurt. I have lost count of the amount of people we have opened up to and been let down by, some trying to bring us down as a couple in the process. They never succeeded and that is down to Steel’s incredible patience and the love we have found in each other. If you are reading this as someone who has walked away know, I hold no hate for anyone in any world. I will never turn my back on anyone and I think many of you have and will bear witness to that.
TBC in a day or so I have an important birthday real life to celebrate tomorrow.
Pose-Images Essentials– gothNIC
Head and Body Applier- Lumae : Ruby for Catwa – Dolce
Hair-[monso] My Hair – Hani
Head- Catwa Catya Bento
Eyes- Catwa Mesh Eyes